So it has been 7 months since I first stepped foot in the middle of the United States. It has been a struggle honestly. Though I have thought about it and I'm sure it is a mere just relocation issue or life struggle? I feel like I am stuck, not just physically but mentally as well. Like where I am going? Who am I going to be? How can I help more people? How can maximize my time? Save more money? Make money? What is going to happen in the future? Will I be happy? Will I be doing what I want to be doing? Will I be satisfied in what I am doing or where I am going? These are just the few "simple" questions that are always floating around in my mind on the daily. Whether I am here or I am some where else in the world.
Also it has been a struggle adapting to working with all women and women that have way too much time on their hands. I've never in my life had or heard of so many problems in the work place. Like what is wrong with people? If there is an issue don't you go to the person that you have the issue with? What is with all these gossip? Aren't we all adults or grown ups? Just because you have a better title than me doesn't give you the right to talk down to me like I am a slave. I am a college (prestigious) graduate and you just have your CDA... (that is still hard work to accomplish, so I am not putting down that achievement) BUT THAT DOESN'T GIVE YOU THE RIGHT TO NOT TALK TO ME AS A PERSON! I love working with kids and they crack me up, sure some are better than others but it is what it is. I just can't feeling like I dread coming to work. It just makes everything more complicated in my life and I HATE IT! I don't have time for that and other person shouldn't either ... that just sounds crazy. Get the fucking chip off your shoulder and try to humble yourself because you don't see me going around flashing my collegiate accomplishments.
End of rant for now, time to change some dirty diapers and gives kids some snack~
